Chris Browns Crazy Pre-Hearing Rant: A Day in My Shoes Is a Day in Hell

Chris and Rihanna early Wednesday morning. (X17Agency.com)Its not easy being Chris Brown or, so the singer himself claims.

Just hours before the singer was due in a Los Angeles courtroom for a probation hearing during which new allegations by the L.A. District Attorneys office that he possibly faked his community service will be addressed he went on a rant on his Instagram page that basically was one big punctuation-challenged woe-is-me.

After rambling on about how hes trying to focus on recording his upcoming album and his fans comparisons of himself to Jesus Christ, Brown continued, Im a human being and I honestly think I deserve respect Im sick of being accused ... Im tired yall Just don't understand Ive been going through this sh*t since I was 19 years old .. You cant sit here and tell me to calm down, when am I gonna get a positive outcome out of anything I do?

Its unclear what positive things Brown is talking about. In the past two years alone, he threw a chair through a window during a freak out at Good Morning America, yelled homosexual epithets at! photographers, snatched a fans phone in Miami, cheated on his longtime girlfriend with Rihanna and of course, allegedly punched Frank Ocean in the face over a parking spot and threatened to shoot him (according to Ocean) all of which were items cited in the L.A. DAs 19-page motion as an addendum for potential probation violation.

Im TIRED do you read me Im tired!!!!!! the 23-year-old continued in his rant. Im not gonna sit here and play victim, Im just tired of this sh*t ... I pray every day and night for a new outcome ... and just when everythnig seems to be going good some new sh*t happens. A day in my shoes is a day in hell, believe it or not! Ya'll don't wanna be in my predicament ... before ya'll say Im weak remember what Ive been through ... my soul cries for positivity Im not broken I am STRONG .... "

Rihanna's inspirational post. (Instagram)But at least he still has Rihanna by his side. Around the same time of his early morning rant, Brown was seen exiting a recording studio (at 4:30 a.m.) with his on-again girlfriend by his side. The two didnt seem to be smiling though as he drove them home. omg! has learned that the couple have RSVPd for at least one Grammy party together this upcoming weekend in L.A.

Still, Rihanna seems to have some advice for her troubled beau. On Monday, she posted a Bible verse on ! her Insta! gram that began with the words, Be Secure. She then highlighted the lines, God can strengthen us to the point that we can make progress even during trouble Trials and testing do not come to cause us to lose stability. Then she underlined another passage in red, which stated, Nothing will keep us from making progress today because God is our strength.

Its up to a judge now to decide if Brown could possibly be heading behind bars. Hes due in court Wednesday at 2:00 p.m. PT for a regularly scheduled probation hearing, which should be anything but routine. As omg! reported on Tuesday, the L.A. County District Attorney filed a 19-page motion that Browns community service, which he served in his home state of Virginia, had significant discrepancies indicating at best sloppy documentation and at worst fraudulent reporting. It also stated that Browns own mother signed off on community service done at a day care facility she once worked for. On one day in particular in March 15, 2012, Brown claimed to have put in a eight-hour day there, when aviation records show he was actually aboard a private plane bound for Cancun, Mexico.

It is hard being Chris Brown, indeed.

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